I’m overweight…again. Day 1

It’s simple; I’m overweight and not in good health. 154 pounds…round and pudgy all over. Just plain old fat.

I want to be proud of this past weekend’s dance and performance accomplishments but all I want to do is hide the videos and photographs.

Big Salsa Festival San Antonio 2015


This post was supposed to be positive…for me. A new beginnings post but I feel like unloading the ick. I feel sad, angry, ashamed and shitty.

There. Now that part is done.

The good news list:

Woke up at 6am and did Day 1 of Jillian Michaels Strength Training

Vinayasa Yoga Practice complete (plan to do every day for 2 weeks before I hook myself up with a bad ass yoga mat)

When Hubs saw me doing Yoga he wanted to do it to. Bonus points!

Feeling like I canĀ undo this and finish in the best shape I’ve ever been.

I’m alive.

I believe.